Second last weekly post !!

I never thought I would say this... but I am going to miss doing these blogs. This week my relationships with Cindy, Jodi, Bruce, Brenda and Mary have gotten alot stronger. I realised that I am going to have a really hard time saying goodbye and letting go. My dad is Bi Polar so he cannot be arround large groups of people and my graduation is coming up. My mother is going to be there for sure but I had one extra ticket. I was going to invite Cindy but her daughter graduation is the same day, I told her she was invited. I then asked Jodi, She is my role model and a second mother to me and it would mean the world is she would be there. Honest to god I thought she was going to hug me till I died. She was honored that I asked her but she was unable to make it. Sir these people are so influential to me and I love them with all my heart. This is going to be the hardest thing for me to let go of this experience and the people. Although is had come to an end I know I am going to stay in touch with all of them . As a matter of fact I am coming to visit them all on prom night. I walked past their calenders and all I see is annmarie's prom night !! This made me so happy!!

So this weekend I did a little shopping for Cindy and all the officers. I got them something that would intially thank them for what they have done for me. I have never been so happy in my life before, I have never seen people do so much for one person. I feel so special. This was a once in a lifetime opportunity and now I must keep following the road ahead of me. I am just escited to walk into Cindy's office in my uniform in the next 3-4 years. It was wierd the other day I was just deciding to wait a few years to become a police officer .. but then I thought .. oh my goodness I am having such a hard time letting go and now I want to be doing this job AS SOON A POSSIBLE .. so no waiting for me !!

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